humorYou write a few words and there you are! ... this ad for a sexy, slim body just like this or that star, or a guaranteed way for a person to keep his erection until his partner is "fully satisfied", or anything and everything that is tantalizing to the eye!
Do I want to check out the dating scene that has a lonely soul mate, waiting just for me? Do I want to get rich over night? Or perhaps a special price for the second breast if I get one enhanced...
I know; that is a bit far fetched, but you get my drift! Well, this is what is happening in my mind. It's like there's a short in my wires or something. I spend each day, going through the motions. I nod my head as though I am enthralled with the conversation going on around me and try to sound intelligent in my reply. However, I realize that I haven't actually heard a word that has been said, or remember what I answered. I may have signed my life away, for all I know--because you are always on my mind!
I know this may sound a bit repetitious, but hell! No wonder they said that from the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks! The good Old Book definitely has never spoken a truer word. And another cliche is that many a true word is spoken in jest. Yes, I am being humorous, but I am truly speaking words from my heart as I ramble on here!
I know I have compared my thoughts to irritating, distracting, and definitely INTRUDING pop ups. You are always on my mind, but it is not you I would rather escape from, but from the regular, hum drum, wearying and desperate life I am forced to live from day to day, just to be with you!
So, just to cap this off...thank you for "popping up" into my life.
I can't wait for the next sign of you on my computer when I am trying to do something else.
You cause the light to emanate from my countenance and my dreams to feel real.
